Flexing Muscles

Geoff Goodfellow

Dad’s elbows were resting
on the kitchen table
      The Advertiser stretched out
in front of him & he was mumbling
about the threat of a nuclear war

it was October of 1962
      & Khrushchev & Castro were
flexing their muscles at JFK

i was flexing my own
      standing in front of dad’s shaving
mirror wearing my new black shirt
      the sleeves rolled up tight
against my now bulging biceps

there won’t be a war i said
      you carry on about that
all the time

his blue eyes came up over his horn rim
glasses & he stared me down
      don’t be so bloody sure about
that       & what are you doing flexing
your muscles

i might get a tattoo       i told him

don’t be so bloody stupid
      you won’t be getting any tattoos
i’ll give you the drum on that right now

why not i said      with all the
arrogance i could muster

you’re just a kid now but you’ll
grow up & you might find yr’self
in all sorts of trouble
      you don’t know what the future
holds

whadda ya mean i asked

you might rob a bank
      you might kill someone . . .
you don’t know what’s around the
corner
      so you don’t set yourself up
to give the coppers an even break
      get that through your head
now
he said

& went back to reading his paper.